my crazy life..

howdy!!!!
hmmm...well,like we know,jogja not too save for rite now,but,i dont care about that,maybe i hope im gone here..hahahah...
ah ya,i can forget about myfirstlove,hahahha...i found another man here:P but,i know,i cant get him..he's so far to i reach..hehehhe...or im just not confident??akhh!!wat the hell with that..
well,hmm...i cant tell about it,hehehe...
oke...i'll go now,see ya soon!!

My New Hobby "the thing that make me enjoy and fun"

howdyyy!!!!
after long time im not write..i think,i almost lost my words *halah :P
ah ya,like we're know,i've been livin in jogja for few months,and i dont have many thing that i can do here -dasar'a malas sih-
well,trapped in the boredom i got new hobby -hmm..sbner'a gak baru2 bgt- yahh..my hobby is PHOTOGRAPHY,and,,THIS IS IT!! hasil jepretan aku,-emang gak bgus,nama'a juga amatiran,tapi lumayan lah-*halah PeDe bgt aku ini!!:p

the lotus flower on the ornamental pond

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

they're the victims of my hobby^^v

k'Le with the purple kebaya when her graduation

 and,the last...

the nice(tomNjerry)couple^^-first couple that i take the pict-

well,that picts i take with digital cameras,so, may be the results not as good as if we take with SLR,actually i have some picts that i take with SLR,but..for some reasons i cant upload it rite now^^v.so..see ya soon!!may be i'll-if i can-keep tryin to make more beautiful picts,certainly with K'DEYA's help :)

miss them *LeXcy..i always remember what we've done

haii!!!
i dunno why,suddenly i miss so damn much with my bestiest:molin,diah,fadil,poojan,toeng,ceper,bdong,dika,taphe,riyow,and lala..
how're u guys??!! *halah kaya' yg gak pernh comment2an di FB ajj* tapi,aku kangen,pengen ktemu langsung sama mreka,ngelakuin hal2 gila bareng,beribadah bareng^^V,ngerjain orang bareng,laper bareng *yapz!!kami memang gak modal ahahahha...
but,everythings gonna be fun if im with them,rasa'a dunia cuma milik kta aja *yang laen alien smua^^V
this song for u guys..

Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn


I remember.. The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
yes I remember (i remember by MOCCA)

that's a half of LeXcy^^


bener2 kangen deh sama ank2 bodoh itu,
buat aku bner2 anugerah ktemu sama mreka *halah lebayy! yang ada juga sial ktemu mreka,iya tapi sbuah kesialan yg menyenangkan..*apadeh?!

kita tuw sbener'a cuma skumpulan orang2 yang sok idealis,yang cuma bermodalkan pengetahuan yg pas2an(kcuali fadil,alien bgt otak'a),suka ngebahas hal2 yg gak penting,merumitkan masalah,menghabiskan waktu cm untuk maen 41 atopun BULLSHIT,rela kelaparan daripada harus pulang cepat kerumah,-apalg ya??- yah singkat'a itu,we're just a simple humans in the complicated world..hehehehe

kta ktemu'a sih dlm sbuah organisasi diskolah kta,kta yg awal'a gak saling dkat(kcuali,aku,molin,dan dika)ato bahkan gak saling knal(sumpah!!aku mikir'a bdong itu abng leting yg mesum^^v) diharuskan untuk saling ktemu dalm beberapa kerjaan yg ditugasin ke kta,jadi seiring brjalan'a waktu,kta merasa memiliki visi&misi yg sama jadi terbentuklah *bunyi terompet penyambutan* tararadaa!! LeXcy yaitu singkatan dari Lebay Eksist Community *alay bgt gak sih??
nah ne dy anak2 LeXcy yg sok tau sgala'a itu

whuaaaaaaa......aku jadi bner2 kangen mreka,skali lagi aku jadi bner2 kangen mreka,skali lg deh aku jadi bner2 kangen mreka!!!!that's make me krazehhh!!!

ah udah dulu deh,ntar yang ada aku malah bisa skit(mual,pusing,enek,muntah) kalo inget mreka trus,lagian aku juga musti cauuww ketempat kursus neh!!
okeh!!see ya soon beibeh!!

sek.sek.sek!!!nyanyi dulu deh..
Kamu sangat berarti
Istimewa di hati
Selamanya rasa ini
Jika tua nanti
Kita t'lah hidup masing-masing
Ingatlah hari ini

Ketika kesepian menyerang diriku
Gak enak badan resah tak menentu
Ku tahu satu cara sembuhkan diriku
Ingat teman-temanku

Don't you worry just be happy
Temanmu di sini (ingatlah hari ini,Project P)

PRENDSHIP'S NEVA END!!^^ 

new place new life ;P

dearesttt...
whoaaa...after long time ya!!howdyy ma blog??hehehehhe...
im in JOGJA now..hehehehe...-the city that i really wanna be there past- APADEH!!!
aku bakalan kuliah di Hubungan Internasional UPN -jurusan yg gak pernah terpikirkan,rite??- and i stay at Cut Nyak Dhien dormitory here,its same like asrama putri untuk anak2 aceh gtu,and i think so far so good lah.. cukup fun and comfort lah buat aku yg memang pengen menjauh dari tempat yg gak bisa lagi memberi kenyamanan buatku,-tapi,tetap home sweet home koq- aku kangen kakak2ku,abang2ku,ponakan2ku,sahbt2ku,poko'a i miss my life there..altough im so happy can be far away from tempat yg bnyak nyimpan knangan2 indah skaligus menyakitkan itu..
oke!!now,,i'll struggle....pray for me ya!!! FIGHTOOOOOO!!!!!! oH!! hahahahha *apadeh!! kacau bgt tulisan aku X ne..ckckckck..maklum sedang beradaptasi -Lho??- ngaruh gtu?? ah sudahlah!!!
see ya soon!!!!

blum bisa aku mengalahkan ego

hari terakhir dibulan februari..aku pikir,tahun ini aku akan sdikit lebih tegar dari tahun kemarin,tp ternyata,aku memang flamboyant sejati..tak bisa aku menambal lubang dihati ini,bahkan seperti'a lubang itu semakin membesar tiap harinya,,aku bukan tidak berusaha,tp,rasa'a itu terlalu sulit..
the truth,i need support,tapi masalah'a aku gak mau mreka tau apa yg aku rasain,aku gak mau mreka tau keadaan aku yg sbenar'a,aku hanya ingin mreka mengenalku seperti aku yg biasa'a,walaupun kenyataan'a aku gak akan pernah sama lagi..
akhhh....sebener'a aku capek dan malu karna ngeluh terus2an diblog ini..
ok!!!!mulai skarang aku akan kurangi jatah ngeluh aku diblog ini,, :-)
sampai jumpa lagi,-ntar kalo aku ada mood buat nulis lagi..- hehehehhe.....